
The vision of Jesus had left Saul blind, but God works in the dark. Acts 9: 8 Saul picked himself up off the ground, but when he opened his eyes he was blind. So his companions led him by the hand to Damascus. 9 He remained there blind for three days and did not eat or drink. [1]
Saul was the up-and-coming star of the Pharisees and, even as a young man, was considered one of their top leaders. But instead of being in control of the situation, he had to be led into town by his hand like a child. That had to be terribly humbling for this proud man. Scripture tells us that Saul fasted for three days. Fasting indicates a period of mourning or repentance. For three days, Saul saw nothing, but God was doing everything.
Rethinking Jesus’ Identity
Saul had assumed that Jesus was a dead heretic. Yet, Saul had seen the risen Lord on the road to Damascus. That meant that the Christians must be right. Jesus had risen from the dead; the resurrection was true. God had kept all the promises of a Messiah, but had done it in a scandalous way. God had accomplished everything in the person of Jesus.
As part of his training, Saul had memorized most of what we call the Old Testament and did not need to read Scripture. He could mentally review what the Law and the Prophets said. He could take what he knew about Jesus and begin correlating it with what the Law and the Prophets had predicted. As he did, the truth would have forced him to conclude that Jesus met all the requirements of the Messiah and fulfilled all the prophecies.
Saul had valued his own righteousness as a Pharisee. But now that he recognized Jesus as the Messiah, Saul realized he had been acting in direct opposition to God’s will. Instead of honoring God, he had been persecuting Him. He had sinned and needed a Savior.
Discerning in the Darkness
God used the three days of fasting to turn Saul’s world upside down. As Saul considered the Scripture through the lens of Jesus the Messiah, it would have confirmed everything he had been taught. At the same time, it also overturned everything he knew. This new truth tore apart the way he had interpreted the Law and the Prophets and put them back together in a totally new way. During these three days, Saul had to die to self so God could resurrect him as a believer.
A spiritual awakening often leads to a season of disorientation. God works in this phase to strip away old perspectives and prepares us for a new life in Him. He works in the dark times to give us renewed vision and purpose in Jesus. It often takes a period of darkness to give us time for self-examination that we would not otherwise have. What feels like darkness may actually be divine construction. God used Saul’s three days of blindness to rebuild his identity, theology, and mission.
What God did for Saul, He can do for us. We can trust Him to work in our darkest times, guiding us into a new season. Where does your life feel dark right now? Can you trust that God is working even when you cannot see? To learn more, listen here:
https://podpoint.com/light-of-christ-church-podcast/transition-follows-transformation
[1] Tyndale House Publishers. (2015). Holy Bible: New Living Translation (Ac 9:8–9). Tyndale House Publishers.








